ACTUALLY

Well there is one thing you can count on in life, it is when somebody uses the word actually, it is not going to have a happy ending. Just a footnote.

But it is a joy in some ways I suppose. Those wonderful occasions when you get to do this to somebody else.

Yeah, that is a treat to be sure. Just the fabulous occasion when you get to tell some this little bomb of joy.

They get their heart all set for some wonderful expectation and then at the last moment it gets destroyed. And by this little addition of a detail.

Just a word that stabs the heart and ruins the dreams. Oh yeah, you have to love it when this happens.

Course that is my view based on my using the actually hammer. Which is not the same if we don’t have the joy of giving it the attention it deserves.

This is naturally all in theory. Which is truly something that hopefully can be so able to savor.

But then you have to derive a certain pleasure from the occasion when you see that wonderful red face. A pot waiting to explode.

Oh yeah, something to truly love. And it does bless when you can accomplish it. Which is a matter of timing.

Now the best prelude to this is when you can sit down and build a certain expectation. You make them have hope.

Oh yeah this is such a joy. To give the person the illusion things will improve and they don’t.

Yeah, I love it. Just not when it happens in reverse. That is the pain. To have those times when somebody else is a pro at this.

Got to admire the artistry. Maybe not the joy though. Now that is the part you have to savor in a weird way.

Oh well I do love when this happens in my favor. Kind of gives an odd sense of control. Only it is illusion.

However, that is fun. And when you can enjoy it then the rest just doesn’t matter as much.

Well not to me at least.