NECESSARY

This is the nature for me like when you expect somebody to take their medicine or eat their vegetables. We just have a naturally resistance to doing anything that we know instinctively sucks.

No one is going to persuade us that it is a good thing. They will never embrace this as something they will look forward to as a joy.

Still it is necessary. One of those things in life we cringe about, but tolerate just the same.

Not with smiles, but hopefully not with frowns. I have taken to looking upon such moments with a certain degree of hesitation.

As if it is a big deal and you can't admit it. So you need a degree of play acting. That is if you want to envied.

See when you get to the important part to this, it is simple. It isn't what you get stuck doing or why, it is how you appear to react.

For if you can remain calm and appear to even enjoy it that is the best part. Then you can smile and look so in control.

Others will admire you and then the stories will circulate that you are amazing. Well it sounds good.

In realty you might get hated. Some will resent you not being as much out of control as them.

Which is a form of agony I will be happy to endure. Those eye staring at you as if you are strange.

That can be worse. A chance to be the source of gossip. Hopefully, it will not all be to bad.

But if you do take the time to work it right this will be a source of joy. Imagine being viewed as amazing.

A model of the ideal. Well not quite one others will tell you they consider as a model of inspiration.

Mainly because they know they can't be like that. So they will sneer behind your back. Ah, you may even feel it.

Which is to be cherished. And that is always a thing to be remembered in the circles you dwell without truth and love it.