CAN THIS BE IT?

Now the one thing you have to guard against is the insane types. The ones that tell you stupid things that sound true.

And they act so sincere that you actually belief they know what they are talking about. Which lasts until you get to the place they say is paradise.

It always ends up being such a disaster. And then you want to kick yourself for being dumb enough to believe them.

The worst thing is most of the time you end up passing on working with somebody who seemed less persuasive. And they always end up being right.

Mainly I hate the after math. You sit like a complete jerk somewhere that is a disaster while somewhere else fun is happening.

Tell me that is joy? Might be for somebody. But not to me. I want to scream and then push the jerk who suckered me off a bridge.

But that won’t happen. It never improves a think. You can be sure of that. All that happens is you end up starting over.

Hopefully a little wiser in the process. Yeah I do enjoy starting over. Yep, that will always create a smile.

Eventually. Oh maybe not immediately. Because immediate you are totally pissed off. And then off pouting.

Now later once you have regained your sense then comes a time to regroup. That is when you take time to rethink things.

Another lesson time. Those moments you look into the mirror and go okay, stupid was me.

That is not easy to say. I will confess that part. But the joy is when you know it doesn’t matter.

And even more so when you can get even. You do this by tricking some other clown into believing the same thing.

Oh yeah it isn’t perfection. But nice to not feel alone in being dumb. You can just be so happy when that is the case.

It is a form of victory that carries with it a special satisfaction. Because you know you have company in the stupid department.

Only we don’t pass out memberships.